1. |
Trying To Say
05:12
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I'm so tired of sitting here all day with nothing to say
I just want some luck to come my way
cause right now self employment may as well be unemployment
even though I should be use to disappointment
even though half the time it's with myself
too trapped in thought to break my mental shell
and did I say I messed things up and now their gone.
I spent this last month just trying to write this stupid bloody song
I guess what I'm trying to say is I feel like shit
and I don't know if I can deal with it
I want to scream my heart out
open up my mouth but I can't make a sound
I'm losing ground
I find it so hard to sleep at night
feels like my head is having one big fight
how many times can you run through one life?
good job I'm such a coward or I would use this knife.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I feel like shit
and I don't know if I can deal with it
I feel weak
and I cannot speak
to you
because I will always lose
I want to scream my heart out
open up my mouth but I can't make a sound
I'm losing ground
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2. |
Lost
03:37
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Clouds of Darkness cloud my heart
make me choke and lose sight
of the burning light
that should lead me through life
Cause I'm lost in a place
without a familiar face
to pull me through again this time
I'm lost in a place
without a familiar face
to pull me through again this time
these feelings consume my heart
tear apart and digest my soul
I no longer have control
these feelings blind my eyes
Cause I'm lost in a place
without a familiar face
to pull me through again this time
I'm lost in a place
without a familiar face
to pull me through again this time
You throw it all away
those words from yesterday
that were meant to last till the end of time
and now I'm alone
I'm drowning in the snow
where I'll lay until the end of time
I'm lost in a place
You throw it all away
those words from yesterday
that were meant to last till the end of time
and now I'm alone
I'm drowning in the snow
where I'll lay until the end of time
I'm lost in a place
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3. |
Love Myself
03:37
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I'm seeing things that I don't want to see
I'm being a person I don't want to be
I just want to live free
sick and tired of living in disease
in disease
I'm sick and I need help
got to learn to forgive and love myself
there are monsters that live inside of me
and there are times they are in the driving seat
take me to places I don't want to be
sick and tired of living in disease
in disease
I'm sick and I need help
got to learn to forgive and love myself
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4. |
Out Of Here
02:14
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The sun goes down
the sky catches fire
don't try and hold it
you will burn
but you want to hold it
you want to fly
I think you better
wait your turn
and maybe one day
you will discover
that there is a way
out of here
I watch you melting
slowly inside
you must be drowning
in your pride
you scream silently
you scream for help
you're on your own now
this is hell
and maybe one day
you will discover
that there is a way
out of here
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The words are burning a hole
you're losing control
memories of those that have died
the nights that you cried
I know you never want to die
I hear the thoughts deep inside
you never want to close your eyes
I know you never want to die
I hear the thoughts deep inside
you never want to close your eyes
Pouring out pouring
Pouring out your soul
while you are drowning
you're losing control
I know you never want to die
I hear the thoughts deep inside
you never want to close your eyes
and maybe you should focus on life
lift your head way up high
and embrace the stars and the skies
Touch the sky
I know you never want to die
I hear the thoughts deep inside
you never want to close your eyes
and maybe you should focus on life
lift your head way up high
and embrace the stars and the skies
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6. |
Now It's Time
01:59
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The burden that you bare
for those way up there
they just don't care
they just don't care
I can see it in your eyes
you were born to defy
so spread your wings and fly
spread your wings and fly
way up there
way up there
there's a fire in the sky
that demands we serve until we die
and we don't know why
we don't know why
wow
This is our lives
that you will sacrifice
but now's the time to fight
now's the time to fight
Now's the time to fight
Now's the time to fight
Now's the time to fight
Now's the time to fight
Now's the time to fight
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7. |
Keep Walking
03:52
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I'm still waiting
to understand what you say
why are you hating
everything today?
get up on the wrong side of your bed?
misunderstood what I said?
now you wish I was dead
what's going on in your head?
I try and hold you
you take a swing at me
are your words true
this is insanity
This could just be the drink talking
or I should pack my bags
and start walking
far away from here
til my head is clear
but before I leave I'll have another beer
Now I'm outside the house
vomit falling out my mouth
I hear a slamming of a door
I crash down on the floor
I scream at you
still screaming at you
I dunno what I'm saying
to this tarmac that I'm facing
This could just be the drink talking
or I should pack my bags
and start walking
far away from here
til my head is clear
but before I leave I'll have another beer
Wake up on a park bench
hangover filled with revenge
My memories creep back to me
Oh my god what have I done
run to the local florist
once again get served by Dorris
same conversation everytime
now I got to run if I'm gonna keep her as mine
and i beg on my knees I'm so sorry
but she just stares at me
with no sympathy
I can change my ways
mean every single that I say
I love you
you know it's true
but she just throws the flowers right back in my face
and says I'm nothing but a big disgrace
and she wants all of my things out of her place
she said she can't believe she wasted so much time
and now's the time for her. for her to shine
but this can't be right
she was meant to be mine
This could just be the drink talking
or I should pack my bags
and start walking
far away from here
til my head is clear
but before I leave I'll have another beer
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8. |
Wrong Places
01:53
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I been losing my head
for so long it don't seem true
keep on looking in the all the wrong places
and I know I'm not alone but I do not know what to do
keep on looking in the all the wrong places
but nothing feels right
even in the dead of night
and the stars shine so bright
I need a friend I need a love
I need something from above
I need something to make me feel right
But I carry on
I'm on my own no need to turn on the phone
I guess sometimes we have to suffer
compare the good to the bad
enjoy the times that we had
we don't always have to suffer
I been losing my head
for so long it don't seem true
keep on looking in the all the wrong places
and I know I'm not alone but I do not know what to do
keep on looking in the all the wrong places
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9. |
End Of The World
02:44
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wow
I feel down screaming
till the walls turned blue
what's love without dreaming?
dreaming of you
but instead our hearts melt
evaporating in time
losing my mind
you hear her cry you try to help
there is nothing that you can do
is this the end of the world again my friend?
You watched and witnessed
the world turn to flame
what's life without dying
a waste of time
look inside yourself
who or what lies there
what dies there
you hear her cry you try to help
there is nothing that you can do
is this the end of the world again my friend?
you hear her cry you try to help
there is nothing that you can do
is this the end of the world again my friend?
collapsing emotion you're losing control
there is nothing that you can do
is this the end of the world again my friend?
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11. |
Dream
04:07
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and so you go to sleep
and you drown in your dreams
nothing in this world
is what it seems
getting lost
gone to deep
voices fill your head
as you choke on tears shed
but then you'll find the light
to guide you through this night
is it enough?
is it enough?
is it enough?
to know.
no
That it won't always be this way
don't live your life stuck in yesterday
if we try we can all be saved
if we try we can all be saved
if we try we can all be saved
or we'll die enslaved
your throat is feeling raw
as your eyes start to burn
as you prepare for the final fall
it's not too late you can turn
back around and head for some higher ground
so you may find the light
to guide you through this night
is it enough?
is it enough?
is it enough?
to know.
no
That it won't always be this way
don't live your life stuck in yesterday
if we try we can all be saved
if we try we can all be saved
if we try we can all be saved
or we'll die enslaved
When you're lost just call my name
I will tear away your pain
when you're lost just call my name
I will bear your shame
when you're lost just call my name
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12. |
Gone For Good
03:58
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Drowning again
you're feeling alone
forgetting that we're still here
Your head is far from clear
don't keep
going at this pace
can you still
see her face
Cause if she's gone
she's gone
for good
she tried everything you could
and if she's gone
she's gone
for good
there's no way back for her now
You're losing your mind
do you think that you'll find
the answers in the bottom of a glass
does the drink numb the pain
or do you still feel the same
why are you living in the past
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
you're killing your soul
Cause now she's gone
she's gone
for good
there's no way back for her now
and now she's gone
she's gone
for good
she tried everything she could
You liar
you cheater
you love her
you hurt her
you throw it away
love turns to decay
and now your heart
has fallen apart
its all your fault its all your fault
you're killing your soul you're killing your soul
its all your fault its all your fault
you're killing your soul you're killing your soul
and now you're gone
yes you're gone
for good
we tried everything we could
but now you're gone
yes you're gone
for good
there's no way back for ya now
there's no way back for ya now
there's no way back for you right now
there's no way back for ya now
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13. |
Happy Song
04:01
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I'm trying to sit down and write a song
that isn't so depressing
but every single thing I write
doesn't seem that impressing
I try to think
think so hard but it all seems so cheesy to me
I guess I'm just one of those grumpy sods who can only write about misery
although i don't have it bad
thought sometimes I think too much and that can make me sad
Oh crap I cocked it up
this was suppose to be my happy song
so much for being positive
my words are all going wrong
and maybe things will change
my mind won't be so deranged
and one day I can
find someone to love this man
and maybe I'll understand
that's it time to get my ass down
down this long road
cause if I stay here any longer I'm sure things will explode
a cutting word there a cutting word here
destroying me atmosphere
sometimes I'm surrounded by idiots
I wish they would all just disappear
and maybe things will change
my mind won't be so deranged
and one day I can
find someone to love this man
and maybe I'll understand
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14. |
In My Heart
03:34
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Shut your mouth
enjoy the sound
of the awkward silence
from when I say
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
and my heart will turn to dust
as my world falls apart
this has taught me not to trust
in my heart
These words haunt me
I thought we could live in harmony
but it would seem
that was all just a stupid messed up dream
and my heart will turn to dust
as my world falls apart
this has taught me not to trust
in my heart
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15. |
Love Myself 2
00:42
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I want to learn
to love myself
love myself
So then it could be my turn
to be myself my true self
want to learn
to love myself
love myself
So then it could be my turn
to be myself
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16. |
Alive
03:19
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I'm alive
didn't think I could Survive
I'm alive
not another sacrifice.
I wandered round with my head in a daze
I was lost, confused I was trapped in this maze
I couldn't believe I could call for help
they told me I had to do this by my self
so i found a way to numb my head
try and drown out how I wish I was dead
As as other things I rather forget
but it drove me to more things that I regret
and the cycle went on and on and on
on and on and on and on and on and on add on
But I'm alive
didn't think I could survive
I'm alive
with you by my side
You confronted my Darkest side
you helped me battle against the tide
the waves were all crashing around
I swore that I drowned
But I swam through the ripples of time
finding a soul that was truly mine
now my head is above the waves
I am no longer a slave
to the demons of the past
stepping out of that shadows that they cast
And I'm alive
maybe truly for the first time
I'm alive
with you by my side
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I know it's hard to understand
if you haven't lived this first hand
but I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
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RelentlessFish Bristol, UK
RelentlessFish does what RelentlessFish does. Alternative psychedelic folk, punk, hard rock, prog rock, ambient.
RelentlessFish swims where inspiration takes him. In 2021. He has released 4 albums all of distinct flavours. The most recent being his Alt/psychedelic folk album Expression Not Repression.
Swim with him.
Don't be afraid to drown.
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